Thanks for checking in again. I mess up sometimes when we see each other bc he knows I still want our M. And yes, I do think that he is a good guy who is honestly worried for me but not in love with me and waiting to see that I moved on so he can too, guilt free. And that really really hurts b/c he should feel some sort of guilt about what has happened. But does him knowing I moved on really make him feel better about this?! Like seriously, I'm HIS WIFE.
I cant help but "wait' for him if thats what you want to call it. Im moving forward as best as I can given the situations I am in and trying to figure out. He hasn't called me, and lately has not text me, so I have no opportunities to not answer his phone calls or texts. So I guess that means his mind is set and this is what he wants. That said, isnt that one of the points of DB - that one spouse feels they are completely done?
"Be messy and complicated and afraid and show up anyways."
