I miss those very same thing each and every day, too. Sometimes I can keep it away for a little while, but it's pretty much always there. I grieve for what I have lost, my best friend, my dreams, hugs, knowing that there was always someone who had my back in this world... so much.

I don't know if NC is better or worse, but I surely know that limbo is difficult. H surely cannot see my lighthouse beacon...

I'm determined to have a good day, too. Just a bit sad at the moment.

Sending you all kinds of good thoughts. Pencil smiles. smile

H: 44, Me: 45
Married: 20 y Together: 25 y
no kids
Walk away: 12/15
Asked for temp separation 12/25/15
PA confirmed 3/16 (apparently neither the first, nor the last PA he has had)
H filed for D 5/16