Wife files D after I confronted her 2nd EA-5

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SadHub,
Doing OK, thanks. Sense of anger is still strong in me. I need to learn to control and channel it.
Had to leave work early to pick up S11 yesterday to take him to LL practice. It's a mad dash from his after school program as I toss him the bag and he changes in the back seat while we drive to the fields. Once there things settled down. S11 was glad to see me again, the five days apart for our 2-2-3 seems so long, even though I've seen him pretty much every day in his sports activities. I guess I miss the chance to talk to him about school, his life, etc. Got to catch up at dinner and helped him with his homework.
Didn't sleep that well last night, woke up a couple times. The AD's side effect of making me drowsy seems to be wearing off. I wake up sweaty all the time after taking Lexapro, does anyone have the same symptoms? Anyway was able to coax myself back to sleep until about 5am, thoughts started racing again. I feel sad also but I can't seem to cry any tears. It's an awful feeling.