I found this old text from before husband even left. It was regarding a conversation/ argument we had.
I wrote to him.." You said earlier that you are not a caretaker or a family person. You are happier independent doing your own thing. I always wanted someone to do things with, have fun with, explore places with, take lessons with, share life with..."
I was really lonely throughout our relationship. I don't know if I was too demanding or needy, or if husband was just not available and I was reacting to that.
