Unsure of the next step

[Fin]

I know. I regret making that comment to her about not being to late. I think it was one of a couple mistakes made today.

I don't want to be friends with her if we D, atleast not for a couple years down the road once we both move on.

As for the rest of my post, I assume the best thing to do is keep trucking ahead working on improving and looking out for myself and if she is feeling differently about anything to just let her come to me?

Just tough to possibly be given an opening and not to go for it, but I guess it really could backfire badly on me.