My first post - please be nice.

[collin]

13 more days. she's starting to pile up boxes and belongings in the living room. above the pile is a picture of our wedding day. the dichotomy of it is suffocating.

i know this is what she wants. or what she feels like she has to do. but, i was thinking the other day, she signed a 6 month lease and if she stays through the 6 months, that will include both of our birthdays, our anniversary and will be right at thanksgiving. i know i shouldn't worry about the future only take it one day at a time. but, it's hard not to.

legally, in the state of nc, you have to be separated for 12 months before you can file for divorce. so if the 6 month lease, turns into 12, then this time next year, i could potentially be divorced.