PInk , great to hear from you , a lot of people have been looking for you Thank you for posting.
My heart tells me your right , my IC tells me your right and my close friends tell me your right , it's my own thoughts and ego and pride that are stopping me
OM staying is too much for me , we've had no contact since Sunday when she sent this text
Hope all ok there and you slept, I wanted to say you didn't make a fool of yourself and no one's laughing behind your back, its all very sad that this is where we are at, I miss you all, the family life, dogs, cats and all, have a good day,
I didn't answer because I just don't know what to say She is clearly guilty over what she's done / doing but it still her choice to do it
She's at doctors today and i hope they are ae to help with her problems She's very unwell with IBS and a few other issues
I will think on what you have posted , I need time to adjust to OM staying with her and see how I feel. I will post more later but it's fantastic to hear from you. I've sent a pic on email of S21s day and my crew
Sunny D. My thoughts on putting myself at risk of rejection are too much right now I'm not sure of WW right now , she is obviously depressed and still denies romantic R with OM and like a fool ( maybe ) I believe her to a large extent BUT I feel I need to protect myself so I choose to let any chance of R go.
Thank you for your thoughts and I hope your doing ok after Mr Nica
