This is What's up

[Ginger1]

I don't want to miss out on events with my friends. I don't want to be the one who felt bad, so she stayed home. I really enjoy that event, and I still want to.

I did make a deal with myself. Whether this does help, or doesn't help, it's my last effort. I know the potential downfalls. Right now, I am still bleeding profusely, so, I hope it does the trick, but if it doesn't.......

.....I swore to myself, I would crank up that song!

But yes, I am going into this knowing it may make me feel worse. But I already feel crappy, so, eh.