Why not fight for her love? Why not fight for your family unit?
And with her? How could you win her back? I know, I know, it has been two years... and blah, blah, blah. But the reality is that we may go ten years crying the milk spilled and saying it has been ten years and we are still going around circles without resolution. If she is in your heart, then assume that and move towards winning her back instead of pushing her away. It may work and you get your family back together or it will slowly makes you let go for real.
RD, this isn't the first time you've heard this. There are several of us who have been urging you to try this out for a while. And as best as I can tell, your only answer is that you don't want to get hurt again. Not that you don't actually want your W back, but that you are afraid to put yourself out there. Am I wrong on that?
I put myself out there with My Nica. I went into it all opened up, knowing that I might in fact get burned, but knowing it was worth it if I didn't. I do acknowledge that would be harder to do with Mr P, given our history, but my point is you have to take a chance if this is something you want.
