WAW moved out, spewing anger, trying to detach

[SH_]

Good morning,

I had a decent nights sleep. Not the best, but I have had far worse.
3 days in a row with the early morning jog.
Just a hint of anxiety, but no shaking. I feel a little off as if I have a mix of emotions stirring around.
I feel a bit angry at the hold up with the finances on her part. Also I have not been able to talk with d5 the past 2 nights.

I called Monday night and no answer, WAW then called later and said sorry she just went to sleep. Then she ended the call. Last night I called 2 times earlier in the evening, and never heard back. So I am a bit angry, wondering what's up and then remind myself her circus, because I will see d5 tonight.

I felt a bit lonely this morning. I am getting anxious to do many things but I am struggling to come up with a way to get out of this new routine of just getting through each day's essential duties at work and as a single father.

But overall I am calm, just a little impatient to get this new journey moving at a pace where I can see some success markers in my view.

Hope everyone has a good day, finds the strength to do what they need, enjoys some moments of peace and can feel some joy in the small things all around us.