I'm so sorry about everything, but I'm glad the house sale is moving along and you were able to meet the people who purchased it. I'm also sorry that you had to make a decision on some of the pieces in the home. It's always so difficult when you are hit w/those type of requests because they weren't something you had thought about previously...but know this...they will love and take care of your former home.
Home is where the heart is and no matter where you go, home will always be there waiting for you.
As for what your h thinks about...he does think a lot about the conversations, the relationship, the good and bad times quite often, especially when he's alone. He may appear not to care or even listen, but really he does.
I do hope today is a better day for you. Sending you positive thoughts and good wishes today.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.