I have had the same feelings as you express in your post. Looking back I see that I accepted many things as normal, but I was not really happy. Then I miss her, then I feel that I can survive and thrive on my own. I imagine these are normal feelings that we will continue to sort out. You are doing well to focus and bettering yourself. That will help the healing process, provide strength, and prepare us for the next stretch of our journey.
Have a blast with your kids. That will be a great chance to make new memories.
Me 46 Former W 46 D19 D7 BD Feb 2016 WAW moves out 4/16/16 D final 6/1/2017
It's time for me to start changin' the way I look at the world......and at myself. ~James Howlett aka Wolverine
