You are doing well and you are going through a normal cycle of emotions. Let them come through and stay on the positive path that you are on and the healing will take place.
Keep you head up, be an awesome father for d7 and you will start to find that your time with her will be off the charts a joyous time. I miss my d5 the couple of days I don't see her, but the days I have her are like magic. Every little thing is just pure joy and love.
You will get through and find wonderful things on this challenging journey. Just be sure to pause and enjoy them in the moment.
Me 46 Former W 46 D19 D7 BD Feb 2016 WAW moves out 4/16/16 D final 6/1/2017
It's time for me to start changin' the way I look at the world......and at myself. ~James Howlett aka Wolverine