5 weeks in since she said she doesnt love me.(2)

[Natus]

I was doing so well yesterday even getting into my side of the bed and not reaching out for her. Unfortunately i woke up in the middle of the night with my arms around her...i realised then turned around to face the other way. Hoping this doesnt set back my db.

This morning she kissed me on the lips for like a second before getting into car ~ its such a small gesture bu it is the closest thing to intimacy she has initiated since BD, just filling it away and trying not to think it makes a difference.