My thought for today. I wonder if I had found this site sooner my wife may not have made the decisions she did.
I feel like I did all the wrong things at the beginning and now she is in a full on affair. She's trying to push me out the door and this man is confessing his love to her, I assume she recipricates. She doesn't want to talk R, she doesn't look at me or acknowledge me when I'm around her. I could be a ghost really. Is that guilt? I don't know. She will text if she needs something. Which I usually ignore unless it's about the kids. She seems to be DB'ing me. Neither one of us is speaking to one another. She's already living her new "happy" life and I'm scratching my head thinking is this for real? Time is definately on my side but the days crawl. I'm GALing and following sandi's rules etc. not sure if I should start experimenting like the books say to do. Maybe make small goals. Try to get her to start saying good morning at least or ask how she's doing. It sounds like pursuing though so I don't know?
Me 40 W 35 Kids 2 S6 D3 T 10 yrs M 8yrs BD 11Mar16
