Today was not a good day. I struggled with high anxiety all day and still am now. Sometimes it just feels like I'm not going to get through this.
I'm really struggling with the house issue. I really don't like be so far from family, work, my social network, etc. If my W is a WAW I don't think it would be a good tactic to force the issue of my coming back to the house. If my W is a WW wife I would immediately move back in. But, I honestly don't know who she is at this point. There were the beginnings of an EA a month ago, but I honestly don't know what the status is now. Based on the little info I have it appears the EA was short lived, didn't get intense and petered out. I can't tell.
