Huh... Had an epiphany, dang it, all Zephyr's fault.
I was thinking about her reactions if she saw me. If I acted sad, she'd wonder what I'm sad about, I'm the monster... Or she'd think "good, you deserve it." If she saw me happy, would bother her, "what is he so happy about." So how do I act around her? Especiallt being she already thinks I am a narcissist..
