Have you read DR? Dbing is to help you so regardless if the M works out or not you will be good. And have relief.
I hope you are taking some time to focus on you with GAL, fixing those things about yourself that will make you a better partner and being the best dad possible. We can not control the WAW actions. Nor should we want to. But we can become someone only a fool would leave. And once we are that person, if the fool leaves, we will attract the right kind of person and be prepared to make it a wonderful second chance.
Hang in there my friend. Time will help perspective. Meanwhile we must try to keep focus on ourself and our children.
Me 46 Former W 46 D19 D7 BD Feb 2016 WAW moves out 4/16/16 D final 6/1/2017
It's time for me to start changin' the way I look at the world......and at myself. ~James Howlett aka Wolverine