Hi Rose888, Wow, thank you for that! I really appreciate it. I know I read all sorts of stuff into it, like it's my FAULT we have an electric bill and a tmobile bill. This is my codependent brain talking! It's so frustrating because I tried so often to get us to deal with bills and money together but he always seemed to just want me to handle it or was too tired on weekends etc. Then of course when there are any 'problems' and I don't handle something right, it's all my fault! I do have a part time job now. What did you do to turn your situation around in that your H now wants to stay and reconnect? Is he still living with you? I will feel better once I send it, you are right. Going to go do some outdoor stuff for a bit and calm down, then will send it! Thanks for your support!
