LiM Feels like every time I start to feel stronger, which is kinda key in terms of feeling I'm awesome and then can get focused on looking for new job etc. there's some emotional set back and feel like it's Day One all over again, though of course I recover more quickly. It sure would've been easier to deal with all of this if was in a better situation financially. It feels like most of my life is falling apart and needs to be put back together. oh dear.
