Lost and scared

[Coconut]

Jz,

I'm sry to see that you are going through this situation. I'm not a vet, but a couple of things I'd like to mention...

You mention that you still sit with spouse and watch movies..

I would think it would be better for you to go do something while your H is sitting around. Go take line dance lessons, go learn yoga, go do something, GAL.. I use meetup.com to find groups with different interests that I'd like to try, for example I'm going to meetup at a local restaurant to play board games later in the week, it gets me out socializing and having a good time, let your H be home alone and see what it's like to be home alone, and don't be afraid to get dressed nice when you go out.. maybe you'll come home with a smile on your face...

Hang in there.