Focus on me and my boys

[J5K]

Have my interview this afternoon with psychologist. Did not get a lot of sleep last night but I feel a bit more confident about me today.

Like others on this forum I feel that WW is doing a better job at DBing than me. She obviously has a new life in Toronto. Going out GALing and having fun. She never cracks a smile when we do the exchange with the boys while I am always cordial and happy (even if I am faking it). There is also very little talk about the boys and if there is it is short.

I know that if I went the opposite direction and gave her the boys that she would have MIL watch them so she can go GAL. Not that it is a good or bad thing because I will have to do that at some point also but my priority is them. Still feel like she has not hit rock bottom. I guess she never will since she will always have MIL to support her and whatever OM she is seeing.

Did find out from cleaning lady that WW just lets 2 youngest sit and watch TV all day. Cleaning lady said she is willing to testify to this also. Had a lot more info to share with me which favors me maintaining custody hopefully.