14 days of sheer hell - part 4

[DDJ]

Its really about her always wanting to be one-up on me. Everything i do, she wants to do, and even more so. Coming in late, I did 3am. She does 5am. Flirting with other girls, she does EA.

I know that she does not respect me and there is still no remorse, no real willingness to change. I can try to put her first, as she wants, that might keep her at home. But i don't want to keep her at home really (even though i state differently), I want her to make her mind up. That's another reason why i got 2 cars, so that she can either hang herself or me or commit. But at least something is going to happen, besides limbo land.