WAW moved out, spewing anger, trying to detach

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I want to say thank you to all of you that have posted and checked in on my since my journaling last night. It was a weird evening for me and being able to journal it and get feedback from many of you and talk with persons close to me really helped my perspective.

Vanilla your comments and check in's always provide me with comfort and perspective. You provide so much and do it with saying so little. It truly is a gift and for that I am always grateful to you. Projection is the thing I need to keep in my head. When not in the middle of it, it is so clear to me. When I walk into it, I get caught so off guard, I doubt myself, and I know it is because I opened myself up to this person for years and she knows every button and then some. But my goal moving forward, is to remember, projection. This will help me keep my mouth shut. I know who I am. I know what my faults are. I do not need to allow doubt to creep in.

tjcran,
You are very kind to share positive feedback and encouragement You have really shown kindness to me and I greatly appreciate your presence in my threads.

SadSara,
You have been here a short time and you share a very powerful message with me as it relates to tantrums. Your style made me smile, and also added perspective, because so much truth is present. I am sorry you are here due to your sitch, but your support is very appreciated. Thank you. I needed that today.

Blu,
Your words are always a boost for me. You have such great insight, while sharing your vulnerability and courage. You are not afraid to try and fail, yet learn from it and move on. This courage is very important in the journeys we are all on, and your example is a beacon for so many. I thank you for reminding me, that we sometimes share advice that we fail to heed ourselves. I know better, and the emotions suck me in. Detachment is a goal, but rushing it could be the same as saying I want to lose 50 pounds in a month. it's not realistic. It's not healthy, and typically, no good habits are formed. Detachment will be the same. It is a goal, but one I can not put a time frame on. But I will work to make good habits, until it takes hold.

My dear Phoebe.
My meditation challenge partner, my pencil smile friend, my great outdoor pal, my comrade in sleeplessness and involuntary shakiness. I know that you will check in on me regularly. I know that your concern is genuine and sincere. And I take great comfort in knowing that your support is there each day. Your advice is always so thoughtful and the sincerity of it always calms me down. Thank you for being such a support and friend via the virtual inter webs that we have in this great day and age.

Today was a good day, and now I am off to do some more learning and meditation with my D17, and plan our adventures for tomorrow.