I am sorry to hear that you are in a tough place today. I don't really have any advice as mine is still just a WAW, but many keep telling me something is off. I guess I just don't want to know at this point.
You have been lending great support to so many others and I know that they will be her for you and to share ideas.
You are doing great with D7. Keep it up and that will lend you strength from her love as well as from all the effort you put into being the stable parent for her.
As many say on here, be gentle with yourself. Let the emotions through. And know that anger is okay. Just be sure to temper it for your benefit. Vanilla has a great take on the different shades of anger and the benefits/drawbacks they have.
Take care this evening and share hugs with your little angel.
Me 46 Former W 46 D19 D7 BD Feb 2016 WAW moves out 4/16/16 D final 6/1/2017
It's time for me to start changin' the way I look at the world......and at myself. ~James Howlett aka Wolverine
