So I put my S to sleep. Got dressed, told her not to wait up for me and I left. Can't wait for my car tomorrow. Never got it today.

Am sitting in the car overlooking Cape Town at night, from the mountain. What a beautiful view. I've been here many times before. With my XGF, my WW. It's kinda fitting for right now. I think I'll make this my place for when I leave. I feel bad for my son but I need to do this for me, while he's sleeping obviously.

I am detaching, but how do I protect my heart.my head is good. Got that under control now. I can stop the intimacy. Not an issue. But how do I stop my heart from feeling. How do I stop her from getting back in?

Just cos things are going right, doesn't mean that they were always wrong.