OK, you are sounding like a broken record, because I am a broken record. I need to up the ante on my goals. I had included that I would have no intimacy but not sure when I can let that one down. Can i ever drop that goal? I can definitely keep it going. I am much stronger but her whiley way to want to try and make things work has gotten me, again.
I am being the best that I can be but the wknds always come too soon. I am definitely doing the rest. Does it matter that she thinks that I do not care? I'm actually caring that she thinks that I do not care. Fck !!!
OK, this has happened every wknd for the last 3 now. I let my guard down each time. Then regroup for the week.
As for walking away, we'll thats just me being an idiot as always.
Just cos things are going right, doesn't mean that they were always wrong.
