What should I be doing? (2)

[Coconut]

CRW, your right, wasn't knowledgable about the tru def. of ego, I agree.

Blu, thank u for your support, I've had the benefit of being off since b-drop and I have spent countless hours reading...

Wonka, Thk u so much for your support and guidance, it's invaluable. I can't believe what this must of been like before all the cheat sheets put together.

Sandi, I can't tell you how much I appreciate you holding my hand through this journey, you've been a godsend.. I fully plan on sticking around this site for a long time to come to give others help with the insight I will have as this chapter of my life ends, it will be one of my GAL activities.

Ok, so not exactly sure what happened, but I was gone for about 3 hrs and when I got back to the house I went into the guest room to see the Mother's Day card my W got from my mother, and the room is torn apart. The WW emptied out most of the closet looking through all the storage bins of old photos and memorabilia, not sure what she was looking for, but Im not going to try and read her mind. Then I went into my room and it appears that she went through my nightstand drawers (first time ever, I don't even go in them). Only problem is that my DR book was in there, she definitely moved it but not sure if she paid it any mind.

I'm guessing she came home for lunch and went ballistic, I mean there is a lot of stuff that was moved and looked through, and she couldn't of been home more than an hour or maybe 1 1/2. I haven't responded to her text, and I'm not going to react to this, but I hope to find out one day what it was all about. Just had a thought, I wonder if she went through my drawers looking for the passwords she gave me..

On a side note, dr. Gave me a prescription, said I should be much more stable and out of the (depression) hole in 3 or 4 days. Keeping my fingers crossed... I know there's a long way to go before seeing any resemblance of the woman I married so long ago, but today was the first day that she actually showed emotion, even though it was anger and frustration, it was good to see something. I thought it was funny that my Dr. Kept telling me to just focus on you, GAL and let the chips fall as they may, said id be better in the end however they stack up.