It's six months almost 7 in to this ordeal and she still likes to remind me that we are both happier now. That so much happened between us and we won't be together again.
When she tells me these things I can see she is trying to bait me into a fight. It doesn't work and she switches to being nice or at least civil.
It's sad that she still only sees the bad. Them the fact she seems to be repeating things like that we are happier apart. This is better. Etc seems like she is trying to convince herself not just me.
This came up again when I met her to exchange the boys and S3 didn't want to go and was upset. She texted saying she doesn't like that and doesn't know why he does it. Because he is happy to come to me. Hates leaving.
I straight out told her. What are you going to do? He is unhappy because he wants us together. To which I got "not happening"and I didn't respond.
When she said we are happier together all I responded was that I see that I took a lot for granted and now I see what I have and realize how blessed I am.
When this stuff comes up tho. How do I tell her I am happy because I am and yet that I want to share it with her. That she is missing out on the best me that there has been.
I am in no way going to bring it up myself. It just seems to me that tho the communication isn't the topic I desire it is at least there.
The person that you will spend the most time with in your life is yourself, so make yourself as interesting as possible.
