Today marks 10months since he left. I haven't heard from him since I saw him on my birthday 2 weeks ago. Confused b/c we had such a wonderful time and he said he wanted to have more good times like that. So, feeling very distressed and discouraged. Especially since 2 ppl have told me stories about how other women went through it and moved on.
Very discouraging conversations to have b/c while I know its possible to move on and that I will be ok, I still want my husband and marriage and dont want to give up.
"Be messy and complicated and afraid and show up anyways."