Well she does not want to leave, but still making plans to go out without me. She is selfish but still does selfless things. This is the most critical point over these 3 months.
I am thinking of showing her just enough "love" to keep her hanging on. I need her to continue to pursue whilst maintaining my leadership role within the R.
Its her bday wknd and i let her spend her mothers day alone, i never even wished her, i could sense her sense of loss but i let her feel that. Let me experiment and spend and wish her for her birthday. Let's see which experience will have the best impact. I just don't want to push her away whilst i'm trying not to push her away. Going to have to compromise on one or two goals.
Next wknd we're off on a 4 day holiday together and I will have a better idea of how to play that.
Just cos things are going right, doesn't mean that they were always wrong.
