Hi Focus. You are the only one who controls how you feel and respond. Are you going to be forced into daily contact? If not you should be focusing on you! Thoughts are just that ...thoughts. Most of them will never happen so be kind to yourself and accept them but don't allow them to cause you pain. Think about all your positive posts, you know that you can live without him and that in the end you will be ok whatever happens. There will be days when you are down or events hurt you but they will pass and you have shown that you are strong enough to keep going.