What should I be doing? (2)

[Coconut]

I feel (I know I should stop feeling for her) that she would understand me being distant doesn't mean I've given up hope for a R and that I just need time... I feel like if she thinks I'm done, then she would have no reason not to reach to OM for comfort, and she could use this time to get over him...

Ok, I just got trapped, she came into MBR and said that Son sees me ignoring her and he's going to start asking questions if I'm not at least courteous, I said I understand your concern but I need time.