WAW still angry, moved out, D on the way?

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Thank you Blu for the check in and hello. It is always good to hear from you.

The best way to catch up on my switch would be read the first post in each of my threads. I try to recap a little.

Right now I am limbo as it relates to still no D filed even though she said it was weeks ago. Her L said my L should be receiving it last week. My L has not advised me that he did. The finance agreement that was drawn up over a month ago and had some revisions still has not been agreed to or signed by WAW, even though she tells me she needs the money ASAP.

She blew up last Tuesday on me when I asked the status of the agreement. Called me a liar, among other things and made a scene in the parking lot at the school where she works and I was picking up D5 from. I have been feeling strangely detached from her after the initial shock of the incident. Now I feel mostly annoyed at her for holding things up, for other small things like her taking over a FaceTime call I was having with D5, Her never answering when I call d5, and calling back at her convenience, when agreeing to have d5 spend Mother's Day with her on my weekend with d5, she made a big deal about having her stay all night even though that was not the arrangement , her inability to have an adult conversation with her d17, and, well the list could go on, but I don't really want to waste energy or time being annoyed by her anymore. It just all seems a waste of energy.

I am still struggling with sleep, and my body is out of sorts I am sure due to the mental stress, but my goal is to get my diet and execise back on track and hopefully that will bring the sleep and physical discomfort back in line.
I have been feeling more upbeat, but the limbo of the finances and awaiting the D to be served is a bit of a challenge.

So I focus on PMA, my baby girls, and setting a plan in motion for a brighter future. I will survive the roller coaster, I will be fine, I will be better for this,and I will be the best father 2 little girls can have. It will just look different than I had ever imagined.