The begining of the rest of my new life? (3)

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Thank you, Sadhub, for your kind words.
And yes, we are making new memories the three of us.
Today I can say was one of the top five days in my life!
Several important or satisfying things happened.
We went to a nudist beach which is usualy crowded, but we had the whole bay just for us.
It was a priceless morning in paradise!
And just after dinner we went to the beach and light a fire to warm us.
But something trully remarkable happened in the afternoon.
I started meditating last year, precisely in May. Now I am meditating 20-30 min every day. After reading a lot about mindfulness in adults I started finding references to the advantages od mindfulness for kids, so I have slowly been introducing my kids into meditation.
At around five we went to the hills and found a wonderful natural spot with a view to the sea and where only birds and the wind could be heard.
Usually I play body scan or sounds meditations for the kids but today I played a awareness of feelings meditation for kids. It tells the kids to feel and sense in their bodies a yukky (don't know how to write this in english) emotion. It also tells them to find a warm emotion and let them be invaded by it. To my surprise, S10 was crying when the meditation ended. I hugged him and tried to explore the matter but he did not want to. He knows, nevertheless, that he is free to come to me to talk about his feelings nd I told him so.
When things are going great it is easy to forget how much suffering kids of divorce endure, but deep inside them things are boiling.
It was a magical moment, a moment where I felt what is true love for this human being that happens to be my son.
Everything ended up with S7 dancing on top of a rock, surrounded by swallows and wild flowers.