Yesterday I was really angry. After the time debacle from above, I was ticked. Especially since she used the time to go out with friends. I haven't had an hour with friends in over a week because I'm the one who had to move, I'm the one that now has a long commute, I'm the one that puts in long hours at work. It isn't fair.
I know that I have to stop thinking that way, but this is a roller coaster of emotions.
I'm still trying to sort this out - on Valentines Day she gives me a present that talks about how we will grow old together and she wants me to know how committed she is to our marriage. Then two months later she tells me to move out and less than a month later she says she is filing for D. No talking about it, no trying anything, just done. How does one process that??
