On this Mothers Day.....

I am truly greatful to the wonderful woman that brought me into this world and raised me with all of the love, care and wisdom that she could provide. Her example of endurance and commitment have shaped much of who and what I am today.

I am thankful for the love of my mother that she has provided to me unconditionally no matter the decisions and actions that I have taken in life. She provided me the space to make mistakes. She provided the space for me to come to her and ask for forgiveness when I needed to. She provided me the wisdom that a mothers intuition can create. She provides me with inspiration through the actions she takes in difficult times.

I am grateful that my mother showed me the importance of a MR, and endured challenging times, because as she said, a H and W will have difficult times, but they must endure through communication, actions of love and most importantly forgiveness.

I could go on and on for the things I am grateful for from my Mother, but I want to ask God that he watch over her at this time as she embarks on a battle with cancer. I pray that I may have more time to see her and experience time in her presence. I pray that she can remain with my dear father that she has enjoyed so many years with.
I accept Gods will, but pray that he may provide me some peace and not have to go through more pain at this time. Enduring the falling apart of my family and this type of loss may be more than I can endure at one time.

But I do want to accept Gods will, as his knowledge of the path I am to follow and learn from is greater than mine. I just ask for the strength to take the steps forward.


Me 46 Former W 46
D19 D7
BD Feb 2016
WAW moves out 4/16/16
D final 6/1/2017

It's time for me to start changin' the way I look at the world......and at myself. ~James Howlett aka Wolverine