Still keeping it real...

[123Gwen]

I think I wrote that last post while I was hopped up on caffeine and feeling a twinge of pity.

New day and feeling more settled.

This month is full of milestones hence my emotional overload.

I am so much more settled and present these days but sometimes the past sneaks up. I am trying very hard to stay in the moment and focus forward.

These days any of the negative emotions I feel are centered on how it affects our girls. I guess with graduation coming up I am more sensitive.

Thanks for letting me vent here. I am truly trying to detach and not think too much about how he has treated the girls. We don't discuss or dwell at all but I guess the rituals of these life events can be a trigger.