Your country retreat sounds amazing. I too live in the city and miss the country.
I love grl's idea of the jar- great idea to put all those bad memories some place and let go.
I think if you can join some group and go camping/hiking would be great. The meeting of new people and adventure would do you the absolute world of good I'm sure.
You're an inspiration! Keep on keeping on!
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