Keep the PMA my friend. I know that it is difficult to have the world that we worked so hard to create, pulled out from under us. But I know that a great many success stories come from folks that have had the same happen. Maintain the hope and faith, that with some work, regrouping and being the best that you can be, things will work out moving forward.
One of my favorite aspects of DBing is the "act as if". I have spent to much time in my life acting as if the worst things would happen, and often it never does and in other situations it becomes a self fulfilling prophecy.
Keep your head up, act as if and put one foot in front of the other.
Sending you positive energy and support.
Me 46 Former W 46 D19 D7 BD Feb 2016 WAW moves out 4/16/16 D final 6/1/2017
It's time for me to start changin' the way I look at the world......and at myself. ~James Howlett aka Wolverine