Sorry today is a bad day lovely. Abuse can be in many forms, I don't think people realise that.
It really isn't anything about you and kid, it's all him. Sometimes men struggle with the adjustment to fatherhood, all the extra responsibilities and so on. One thing I can pretty much guarantee is that he will regret it. You do so great at holding everything together, being a working mom is tough, and you're doing it girl! You have your new best, and you're providing your best for kid, and keeping everything normal as possible, putting your own sanity second. Yeah I don't know you personally, but I am so proud of you! You are amazing.
And that man in your dream I'm sure will be a reality. There are some great men in the world. Men who would kill to have such a woman as you. And when sh*t gets real for xh and the bubble for him and POS bursts, he will realise what a killer mistake he made.
Hope you feel better soon. Sending massive hugs to my fellow hourglass sister
Me 26 H 25 M 4 T 5 Baby born 4/14 BD: 1/15 EA: 2/15 PA: 4/15 reconciling: 4/15 ILYBINILWY- 11/15 ILY-1/16 ILYBNILWY 4/16 ILY 6/16 ILYBINILWY 6/16 Baby due 3/17 BD 8/16