Focus on me and my boys

[J5K]

Did not get good news yesterday from L. Very slim chance that I will be able to keep my home unless some miracle happens with the psychologist and judge.

Miss having my boys with me. I am motivated to do things around the house when they are here. Not so motivated when they are with WW. Stayed in bed all morning, not really thinking of anything. Had a bowl of cereal for lunch. Plan on pulling some weeds this afternoon to keep me busy and then go see my parents for a bit. Books were delivered today also. Plan to start reading those tonight also.

I had the perfect life, nice house, beautiful wife and kids and one action triggered this to become a complete disaster.

WW was so close to getting what she wanted and she is also contributing to throwing it all away. I am baffled that she does not see this. Maybe she does and doesn't care. Maybe she is more determined to find an OM that will give her more than what I ever did. Not mine to worry about.