Only you know the answers to your questions. I say, keep reflecting on them and you will know the answers and it can help you know without a doubt the path you will follow.
Sounds like you have a great day planned for the lil angels of yours. Enjoy the time with them, and give lots of daddy hugs.
Me 46 Former W 46 D19 D7 BD Feb 2016 WAW moves out 4/16/16 D final 6/1/2017
It's time for me to start changin' the way I look at the world......and at myself. ~James Howlett aka Wolverine