Hang in there. The important thing is that you recognized your buttons being pushed and had a little breakdown. You are human and this will happen. Now you can be on the lookout for the triggers moving forward.
I would encourage that you don't look at it as lost ground, but more as a learning opportunity. In order to succeed you will stumble and fall. Getting back up, dusting yourself off and moving forward is the key to success.
Can you get out with some friends or a social setting to minimize the isolation you may be feeling. This can be good for you, so you take the focus off of her and put it on you. Just an idea.
I am really proud of seeing the things you are doing. You demonstrate such a PMA, and as I mentioned before. You are an example that I am watching and trying to follow.
Keep up the good work my friend. Have a great weekend, and enjoy that motorcycle.
Me 46 Former W 46 D19 D7 BD Feb 2016 WAW moves out 4/16/16 D final 6/1/2017
It's time for me to start changin' the way I look at the world......and at myself. ~James Howlett aka Wolverine