It's been a tough past day or two. Two of my kids were pushing my buttons, I was feeling quite alone as a parent. So instead of being positive and attractive when W got home (late). I was pushy/aggressive. Now I feel like any ground I made up, I've lost.

I had an extra long run this am, a really good devotion, my motorcycle should be coming today and there are a couple of house projects that should get wrapped up.

Let's hope I can use this energy to get me back on track. The W is still not communicating with me and the isolation is awful.

Here's to the weekend.


M:50
W:53
MR:20
D:21
S:17
S:11
BD-Sept 2015
Suspected PA Sept 2015-Confronted W & OM Dec 2015
Actually EA
In house Sep:Jan/16-May 2016
W moved out:May 22 2016
OM-Intro Oct/17-On scene July/Aug 2017