Lost at the moment

[lfm]

I guess I should add some additional things. I am trying to pick up on little wins, she does still wear her wedding ring, and will still give me a kiss good bye on occaission. I should be focusing more on those things as they provide a small glimmer of hope, rather than focusing on the fact that she spent time with the OM tonight. I think my frustration with that comes from the fact that the past couple of times she has spent time with him, she has let me know ahead of time.

Anyway, I should get to bed and try to get some sleep.