To ignore or not to ignore?

[sr9e2d7]

I've always suspected there was another woman. He swears there's not but I just feel it in my gut and I can't ignore it. I know him so well and I know when he's not telling the truth. I want to believe him so bad but something isn't letting me. I just want ONE DAY where I don't think about him every second. I'm so tired. I feel like all of my posts are just me whining but it feels good to just get it out...