I am so angry today that I can barely speak. It took me 14 hours just to answer back H that I got his text that he wasn't coming home last night. Must be nice to stay up all night drinking with his buddies on a weeknight while I am at home taking on all the responsibilities he has started to ignore. Everything from paying the bills, to grocery shopping, to taking the garbage out that was overflowing under the kitchen sink!
Just a bad day for me. The only good side of not seeing him at all yesterday or today (or probably tomorrow and sunday) is that I don't have to practically bite my tongue off to keep my temper in check around him.
I am not looking forward to Mother's Day where I will once again have to explain his absence to my entire family. Luckily his mother lives to far away to have to explain. H will spend the entire weekend getting drunk and staying out all night. We'll see if he even remembers to call his mother.
