CRW, while I agree with the others that it's no good for you to send impulsive texts, I also don't want you to overanalyze everything or be too hard on yourself. There is no reason to reach out to her, let her know what you are feeling, or show her your changes. She is giving up on you so she doesn't get that anymore!
I think you should just let it go and move forward now. I think it would be best for you to start focusing on you and your future without her. I know it hurts and it's not what you want to hear, but she is giving you no other option right now.
Start detaching, take a big step back, do your 180s & GAL, and become the man that only a fool would leave!!! She may not notice today, next week, or next month. Too bad for her! Her loss!!!
Maybe down the road she will notice? I have nice idea, but I'm willing to bet that someone will. And that, that is the kind of woman you want and deserve!
-Blu
“Forgiveness liberates the soul. It removes fear. That is why it is such a powerful weapon.” – Nelson Mandela