And so another weekend is here and I'm feeling like I'm all by myself in the world. Just missing hubby. Nothing new to report except that I still very much want to be his wife. Trying to adjust to this new "normal" and wanting so badly to reach out and tell him all about work and ask him logistical questions, but I can't bc when I do he takes a billion years (or 24 hrs roughly) to get back to me.
The squirrel just keeps coming out of the tree to poke his head out and sometimes comes all the way down but then runs away again. Super frustrating but I'l be patient while I try to live life. Id love for him to come out of his tree again soon....
I'm a few hours north of my home for work for 2 weeks and have decided to go to Boston for the weekend instead of going home and coming back up again b/c theres no one to go home to but an empty house. I don't know anyone there so I think I'll just mill around. Not sure what the heck I want to do, really.
"Be messy and complicated and afraid and show up anyways."
